happy 4th birthday  / Emma &. Drew (family friend )
Judan you are such a special little angel.

I remember your chubby little face as if you were born yesterday we will never forget you

words always fail me this time of year especially with your mummy.

I know you are so proud of her & your big brother & little sister

give your mummy all the strength she needs to get through her days without you

now your turn juli i cant even begin to imagine what you are going through i cant even begin to try & understand but you know no matter what i'm always here if you need to chat i stand by every word i said when i wrote my last tribute to you & judan nothing has changed love you all lots x x x x x Close

What can i say  / Emma Stirzaker (none)

This is a bit strange for me, i havent officially spoke to you before, your mum can explain that to ya, it is strange to think of how you would look and how you would be, probably a little monster like your little sister.  I have a little boy called bailey who is the same age as you and i think you would have been little terrors together.

Although you werent here for very long Judan you touched so many people, your mum is doin a great job keeping your memory alive and you have such a great family.  They all love you so much.

One day we can all meet but until that day you keep shining in the sky, and keep an eye on my 3 little stars for me.

Lots of love Judan from Em and Bailey xxxx

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the little grandson i never new  / Gwen Tillotson (nanna)
people often say how can anyone love someoe there never new. well you can trust me, my beautiful grandson (judan) will be 3years old tomorrow. allthrough i have a grandson (ross) who is 9years old next march. and a princess for a granddaughter (marylou) who was 2years old 18th august this year. my heart still aches for judan, i would give anything to see judan playing with ross and marylou, but most of all the look on julis face would be priceless (judans mum,my daughter) Close

judan jack jones  / Mummy

judan your were most special baby in the world, you always will be, when you were born you were so perfect in every way, you looked like you were sleeping, i tried to wake you up so many times but you never woke up, we never got to see you open your eyes to see you smile.

I will always blame myself for you been born asleep, i will always think i did something wrong, im so sorry for whatever i did, i just wish i knew what i did for you not to live.

When we got to the hospital we had all your things we thought our little man was going to be born and we would bring you home, you were born and we did bring you home, but you never woke up.

the night you stayed at home, i laid with you on the sofa all night wishing you would wake up, i fell asleep with you in my arms, i wish we could have both stayed asllep together forever.

life is so hard without you, the day i lost you i lost everything, noone ever talks about you anymore its like everyone has forgotten about you. i have your name tattoed on my wrist so then people can see it and they ask about you because i love it when people tak about you, your so special and noone should ever forget  you..

sleep tight my little man, sorry xxxxx

love mummyxxxx

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To Julie, Mary Lou & Ross  / Karen &. Stephen (Auntie & Uncle )

Hi Julie

Although we have not met i do hope you do not mind us lighting candles for baby Judan, We didnt get the chance to see him when he was born neither did we attend his funeral, I will always regret that but we had lost so many special people that year and i couldnt bring myself to attend yet another funeral especially Judans he was so small and it didnt feel right, I dont think i could have coped Julie i am sorry we didnt attend, I just wanted you to know that Judan is always in our thoughts and I would give anything to meet him just once to say hello, Mary Lou & Ross are a credit to you Julie xxx Karen & Stephen ( Dannys Auntie & Uncle)

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to juli  / Emma &. Drew
......oooO.......... ....
.....(....).....Oooo ...
......)../.....(.... )....
.....(_/.......)../. ....
...............(_/.. .....

These are my footprints,
So perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints,
Never touched the ground at all.

Not one tiny footprint,
For now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant,
For other things.

You will hear my tiny footprints,
In the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel's tears,
Of joy and not from pain.

You will see my tiny footprints,
In each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you,
If you just give me a chance.

You will see my tiny footprints,
In the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind,
And call each one that grieves.

Most of all, these tiny footprints,
Are found on mommy's heart.
'Cause even though I'm gone now,
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SWEET ANGEL  / Emma &. Drew (family friend )
´*•.¸(*•.¸♥ ¸.•*´)¸.•*´
♥«´¨`•° ♥ANGEL X♥
¸.•*(¸.•*´♥ `*•.¸)`*•.¸ 
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my little prince  / Mummy (mummy)
hiya babe, today you would be 27moths old, you would have been so big and so special, me and you daddy would have been so proud of you.... babe i want to know so much about you, i want to know what colour your eyes would have been, what you would    have been like, if you would have laughed lots!!! well of corse you would because me and your daddy were always laughing, w laughed all the time.. we miss you so so much, i will always thinkit was my fault u was born asleep and i would do anything to have you back here, i would give up anything just to spend an hour with you, your the most perfect little man we have all ever met, sleep tight love mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

JULI / Emma &. Drew (family friend )

Juli, you might think this is a tribute to Judan well it is kind of its to you both,

Today was judans 2nd birthday and i cant tell you how bad i felt for you how sorry i was for your loss even now 2 years on, i have never met some one that is as brave as you were today, i never know what yo say this time of year me & you are usually full of chat!! but just to let you know i'm always here when you need it.

also just 2 say that ross, judan & marylou have got the kindest & bravest mum i know i know you probably wont hear that often but its true!!

judan your a sweet little angel, your death was a loss to us all, most of all to your mummy keep sending her the strengh you have been so she can get through her days without you sleep tight little angel x x x 

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TO A SPECIAL SON  / Juli Tillitson (mummy)
Its been 2 years now since you were born asleep, the day we lost you was the day our heart broke, no matter how many more babies we have none will ever take your place. When i was pregnant me and your dad used to talk about you everyday we couldnt wait for you to be born, we couldnt wait to see you smile, to see you laugh, to see you walk, but we never got to see you do anything now all we can do is imagine what you would have been like. When i gave birth to you i kept expecting you to wake up, you looked like you were sleeping, but you never did wake up, no matter how much i tried to wake you up i couldnt. Sorry baby. we know you would have been perfect in every way. sleep tight my little man i love you will all my heart. I miss you so much happy 2nd birthday x x x

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JUDAN / Emma &. Drew (family friend )

Judan you were a little stunner!!!

Up in heaven playing with the angels, & making friends

Days go by but you will never be forgotten

Almost 2 years have passed, you are missed so much

Never far from our thoughts everyone misses you & loves so so much xXx

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so sorry  / Natalie Mitchell (none)
im a friend of emmas n ive met u before, im goin thru a similar thing to what u did, my neice Skye Faith recently died, she was 5 days old. i know now how much it hurts n would like to say ur site has helped me a lot so thank you for that. ur little boy is a treasure n i hope he makes friends with Skye n looks after her, thank you n so sorry for what u went thru x Close

So Very Sorry for Your Loss  / Melissa Eiler (Visitor~Daughter of Irwin & Renee Eiler )

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im so sorry  / Jenny Hewitt
hi there i just thought i had o write to say what a beautiful memory of life this is, i am in floods of tears for you and all your family i cant imagine what you are going through, 

what a beautiful angel you have 


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i will never forget you  / Juli (mummy)
hi my little angel, i miss you so so much, i think about you all the time, you were the most perfect baby when you were born, everythiong about you was perfect, just because your not here it is like people have forgotten about you, it seems like you never existed, but to me you will never be forgotton.
i will always love you, 1 day we will be together...
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Dear juli,  / Em (from MDAug)
I visited your link from iVillage. A lovely idea to create a site especially for Judan. xx Close

Beautiful Angel  / Cherylle (Ivillage member )
I'm am so terribly sad for you all. I am sitting here in absolute tears. What a beautiful memorial website.
Loads of love to you all and to your beautiful angel. Close

hi little angel  / Lisa Copeland

To dwell with him above
We mortals sometime question
The wisdom of his love,
For no heartache compares
With the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God is tired of calling
The aged to his fold,
So he picks up a rosebud
Before it can grow old.

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heavenly / Amanda Jones (nana)
anges in heaven all robed in white    were playing one day in the garden of light    and jesuse came smilling and said  to his band ,,,heres,, another playmate take judans hand PLEASE angels up above  give our judan all my love plant kisses on our babys cheek tell him they are his to keep god bless you judan love nana jones xxxxxxxx                                                                                                 Close

From one heart broken mother to another  / Donna Leitch Mummy To Angel Cameron

I am so very sorry for your loss, the pain of losing a child is unbearable I know.  My son Cameron was born sleeping on 11th April 2005, he was full term.  Judan is a wee smasher you must be very proud of him.

Please feel free to visit Cameron's site if you wish

www.cameron-leitch.memory-of.com

Once again I am so very sorry

Take care of yourselves.

Donna & Gordon Leitch

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